Magic 8 Ball

Right now I wish I had my hands on a real magical 8 ball. One that knew what was to come and contained phrases such as "Go for it" "Don't be an idiot" and "DUH!". I would shake it and ask it a variety of questions that would make my life easier.

Why is it that when I try to fix a problem, it ends up getting worse? I try to do something kind and reach out and tell people how I feel and they just snap back and act like I caused the problem in the first place. I'm sick and tired of trying to please everyone. It gets me nowhere real fast. So, I've decided to make myself happy. Along the way, I'll do nice things for people, if they deserve it, and I'll make the people that really matter happy. But only because I know that they'll react the way I want them too.

I know that I sound like a heartless, selfish, B word. But I'm simply sick of sitting back and watching the things that I want fly past my ever hopeful arms. I'm not going to sit back anymore, I'm fighting for what I want and by golly, I'm going to get it!..... I hope.