Spontaneity

Today's happenings...

I woke up at 745 to go to brekins with my Loverface. I had gone to sleep around 3, but didn't feel the least bit tired when I got up.... Anywho, my Lover and I ate together before her flight to Ill. It was good seeing her and we had lots and lots to talk about. I can't wait for her to get home!!!!!!

After brekins, I headed to Weegie's house to get the car seats for Carty and Droodle next week. I ended up staying for an hour or so to play with my favorite little boys and talk to their mommy about life. I love my boys and I can't wait to be with them all next week. Park time, Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, Movies, Cannonballs, and Hide & Seek are on the agenda.

I got home, talked to my roomie for a little bit and then headed to the baby shower. Yummy food, awesome people, fun games (which my fellows bridesmaid and I cheated at). Who knew that baking powder and baby powder tasted the same? I talked to the mommy-to-be about college since she graduated from my school a year or two ago. She gave me a list of things to get and then I left and came back home.

Dragon called after that and told me that the zoo was free on Saturdays. We drove down that way and realized that it was raining too hard to go see animals so we decided to go to World's Market and get some European candies. Then we were hungry so we went to Olive Garden. (Soup, salad, and breadsticks are the greatest thing ever). Then we headed back to BAM and read Seventeen mag in their comfy chairs before heading home.
My whole day was rather spontaneous, which was a lot of fun. I'm in the list making mood, so I'm gonna go make some random lists. Maybe some of them will end up on here...

Summer Festivities

At noon today, I went and picked up Joy at her house and we began our trek to Plato's Closet. I had a general idea of where the store was located, but when I wrote down the directions I forgot to write down the type of road (blvd/ct/lane/street). I had no clue that there were two A.W.'s in O-town, so I turned down the wrong one, realized my mistake, and turned around. In the end, we found the store. I brought them some old clothes and got paid $30 for them. Joy and I looked around and found a bunch of good deals. Hollister jackets for 10, Roxy shirts for 5, bags for 2. I ended up spending 15 of my own money on six shirts and a bag. All name brand, usually expensive things. I got some good deals!! After P.C. we went to Panera and ate some delicious food, and Joy taught me how to customize this. We left, and got caught in a torrential downpour. I couldn't see two feet in front of me, and I thought we were gonna hydroplane, but luckily we made it home in one piece.

Later tonight I went to the home of Taliban and ... (trying to think of a nickname) Sod King. :D (SK for short). Moviefone, Smith, Taliban, Clark Kent and I piled into the back of the Bronco and drove to Walmart to get some (and by some, I mean a lot) of candy. Then we went back to SK's house and watched the Blues Brothers, Airplane, and Top Gear. It was a really fun time, and I got to see the Genuis after his trip to Columbia. All in all, it was a good day.

Wishing

As I sit on my bed, freshly clean and smelling like vanilla, I can't help but think about where I should be right now. I laugh when I catch myself wishing that I was on that big bus driving 13 hours to a remote mountain on the GA/TN border, but for the past five years around this exact time, that's what I have done. This year, on a whim, I decided not to go to Elevate, the youth group camp that I've gone to since the beginning of my days at Triple C. In a few short hours K. Katt, Chitty, J. Hadd, "C", Pike, B. Buck, R.Un., and all my fellow Triple C'ers will be meeting on top of the mountain for a fun filled week. They'll say hi to each other and act like they haven't been apart for a year. I wish I was going to the water park at 5 in the morning to play Swing Swing with Katt and "C", and then get smacked in the face by an ADD "C". Katt and I would laugh our heads off when we discover that "C" and "T" almost got kicked out for being stupid. And then we would head back up the mountain and I would sit down on my thinking rock, look over the edge of the mountain, and see all of Chattanooga. I long for that mountain all year long and it still amazes and confuses me that I didn't go when I had the chance.
With beauty like that sitting at my feet, it's impossible to be sad or confused when I sit on my rock.....



But back to the real world, where I am stuck for the time being. Last night there was a big storm and my power blew out. Luckily, Dragon had called me earlier that afternoon and asked me to spend the night, so I was saved from an unairconditioned home. Dragon, Lemon, and I went to Staples and Target like we do almost every time we're together. It's funny how immature the three of us get when we spend too much time apart and are then put back together. We went back to Dragon's and discussed everything from Literature to Geography to boys. I'm pretty sure Lemon was on crack or something because she couldn't stop laughing or making a weird comment every other second. After talking for a while, we realized how tired we were and we laid down in Dragon's bed and discussed baby names. I fell asleep halfway through that conversation and surprisingly, slept through the whole night.

Lately, my brain has been trying to process too much information and fix too many situations to slow down for 8 hours and let me actually sleep. But something about last night calmed me down. Most of the things I was worrying about were stupid and didn't really matter in the long run, so I guess I finally realized that and decided to quit thinking about them.


Well.... in an hour, I'm headed over to Joy's house to take her to P.C., a thrift store that buys your "gently used" clothes from you and lets you purchase their clothes. I hear that they have everything from Old Navy to Hollister to American Eagle and everything in between, so I'm super excited to find some good deals. After we shop, we're headed to Panera Bread. YUMMO.


Plans for tonight may include headed over to the O-town University for a little swing dancing. Supposedly you pay $5 a person and you get an hour long lesson and then you get to dance for three more hours.... The only problem- boys. You can't really go without one and I can't think of any boy that would be willing to go with me. So I'll probably do what I do every night, sit at home wishing someone would call me with something fun to do. :(


Anyways, sorry if this was a bit boring. I kinda treat this blog as my diary that other people get to read so I throw my emotions and random thoughts out there. Thanks for sticking with it.

Two in one day....

I guess I'm making up for my absence.

I'll say a little something about mud frisbee.

When we started playing frisbee, the weather looked grim, the rain was beginning to come down and the field we were on seemed to be getting smaller. After one frustratingly crowded game, Yellow decided that we should switch to the the larger field. Little did he know, but the other field was a little flooded. I watched as the people around me slipped and slid across the field to get the frisbee. Yellow took a spill and ended up soaked to the bone. Big man fell flat on his back multiple times, and I'm afraid that he really will become a quadriplegic. Clark Kent turned his white shorts brown. G.B. got his arms all muddy. It was quite a show. The best thing was... I actually got thrown the frisbee, and I caught it TWICE, and I successfully threw it back TWICE. All in all, it was an interesting experience. I probably need to shop-vac my car tomorrow seeing as the munchkins I had to take home got it all grassy. After the game, my feet looked like I had been attacked by the grass monster. I had to dip them in the pool just to get them slightly clean. But it was well worth it.....

Plans for the rest of the week/weekend...
Thursday- Babysitting KAS while her momma gets an ultrasound. Then I might swim.
Friday- Thrifting with Joy
Saturday- Breakfast with Loverface, Baby shower for Baker, Get the carseats for Cart and Droodle.
Sunday- Maybe go see the grandparents and HOPEFULLY get back for frisbee.

Magic 8 Ball

Right now I wish I had my hands on a real magical 8 ball. One that knew what was to come and contained phrases such as "Go for it" "Don't be an idiot" and "DUH!". I would shake it and ask it a variety of questions that would make my life easier.

Why is it that when I try to fix a problem, it ends up getting worse? I try to do something kind and reach out and tell people how I feel and they just snap back and act like I caused the problem in the first place. I'm sick and tired of trying to please everyone. It gets me nowhere real fast. So, I've decided to make myself happy. Along the way, I'll do nice things for people, if they deserve it, and I'll make the people that really matter happy. But only because I know that they'll react the way I want them too.

I know that I sound like a heartless, selfish, B word. But I'm simply sick of sitting back and watching the things that I want fly past my ever hopeful arms. I'm not going to sit back anymore, I'm fighting for what I want and by golly, I'm going to get it!..... I hope.

Life.... and death

Lately, everything I do seems to remind me of Evan. As I went to prom, walked across the stage at graduation, and now, as I'm packing up stuff to bring to college. I'm constantly reminded that everything I do, he didn't get the chance to. I live my life everyday for him. I know that each breath I take is one more than he ever got to. Everything I've done since my 16th birthday was more than he got. And it really doesn't seem fair. Evan was probably the nicest person I have ever met. I rarely got to see him, but when I did he didn't shoo me off like my others cousins did. He took my hand and included me. The last time I saw him, he taught me how to play pool. He didn't act like I was annoying him with my constant questions or requests for help. I still can't believe that he's gone.

Let me explain for those of you who don't know anything about the wonderful boy that was and is my cousin. Evan was came into the world on St. Patrick's Day 1988 and he left it on 1/5/05. Car accident in North Carolina. He wasn't wearing a seatbelt (which is why I ALWAYS wear mine) and he was ejected from the car. Evan, being a lovely and unselfish guy, was an organ donor, so his eyes still see the beauty of the world, his organs still work, just in someone else's body. His soul is gone, but being the amazing kid he was, I know where he is. Looking down on me, and my family, and his mom, dad, and brother.

Ugh, sorry for all the depression. I've just been thinking about him a lot lately and needed to get that out.

The (Almost) Perfect Day

Judging by the title of this post, I believe that anyone with half a brain could figure out that today went well. I actually went to bed at a decent hour (thanks to Moos constant nagging) and got about 9 hours of sleep. I woke up around 10:30 (would slept in later, but my iPhone feels the need to remind me five million times when I get a text.) *cough*don't text me for eleven*cough* After waking up and actually getting out of bed, I went to run some errands with my mom. Bank, Post Office, Kmart. We got Gracey and Joagster their birthday present. (I sure hope that they like it.) After Kmart, we drove through Wendy's and ate some delicious sandwiches.

Then my phone rang, and Dragon asked me if I wanted to go over to her house for a while with Lee and My son. I decided to head over there, and we sat on Dragon's bed and caught up. (We were definitely overdue for a long talk.) Suddenly, the four of us felt the urge to bake, so we went to Target and got some supplies. Our baking experience was rather interesting... Lee blew up the butter in the microwave, and then (while I was gone taking Tebow to the vet) Dragon and Lee thought it would be a good idea to make "shark week" cookies. What are shark week cookies you ask? Well let me explain... They dyed the batter blue to signify water, and cut up bits of gummy bears to show dead bodies. Seemed like a good idea right? Wrong! Apparently, gummy bears + heat = huge mess. Don't ever do it.

After baking, we went into the computer room to talk some more. Dragon got mad because my phone kept telling me I had a text, so she took it and began to read. My forgetful mind forgot that I had told C.K. how much of a baking idiot she was, so when Dragon read that, she got a little angry and made me chase her around the house to get my phone back. Then we sat around of the couch laughing our heads off until it was time to go home.

I knew that dinner would be AMAZING when I could smell the salmon grilling as soon as I stepped out of the car. And boy was I right, that fish was sooooo good. Now, I'm full and waiting to see if a sleepover is in my future. A sleepover would take that (almost) right out of the title of this post. :D

Summer days are my favorite.