Friends

I suppose I can't just avoid the subject, so here it goes... Sometimes it takes something terrible happening to realize how amazing your friends are. I hit speed dial #3, the phone rang a few times, and then Kelly picked up. All I could manage to say was hi, and instantly she knew what was up. Bam, about ten minutes later, she was sitting on my bed telling me that it would be okay. After she left, I got a billion phone calls, and a few texts, and went to sleep around midnight. The last thing I wanted to do was go to school, but boy am I glad I did. People knew, people were nice. I got some free chocolate, and a gatorade from Arjun, and a lot of hugs.

After school, I went to my internship, and little Joshua was hilarious. He grabbed onto my leg and wouldn't let go. We made men out of hearts cut from construction paper, and watched the Brave Little Toaster. Then Angie and I went to Village Inn for some pie.

Friday night my best friends came over. Clare burned me an impowering CD, we danced and sung until we couldnt move, and then went into the hot tub. I bought 10 Things I Hate About You, mostly cuz I love Heath Ledger, and Kelly, Mausam, Dargan and I watched it. (Clare had an interesting experience on her ice-cream run which resulted in her not coming back.) They left around midnight and I went to sleep.

This morning I went to IKEA and Mall at Millenia with my mom and Momma Grover. I held the cutest little puppy ever and then had to leave. Paul G asked me to go putt-puttting with him, Tobes, and Dirty D..( he assumes the "grace period" is over), but I said no, partly because I had to babysit, partly because he is practically my brother, but mostly because it wouldn't feel right. I think the key to not going insane is to keep busy. Don't let yourself be alone for too long. Don't think about it, just keep going. And never, ever take your real best friends for granted. They love you. :D