I'm the kind of person who has to figure things out on her own. Everyone around me may be telling me one thing but if I disagree I'll go with my belief rather than anyone else's. I know it's bad and I shouldn't be like that. I should just believe what my friends/family says and save myself the trouble. I should have learned that my friends were right when the whole P thing happened. They were right about him, but I didn't listen. Look where that got me. P hates me for no reason and I wasted time hanging out with him. Still I didn't want to listen to anyone.
I think what I'm trying to say is that I now realize I'm wrong. I don't have the best judgment and I need to lean on my friends/family to tell me when I'm doing something right.
So I'm really trying to apologize to everyone that I took my feelings out on.
You were right about P and I should have listened especially when you persisted with your statements. Sorry.
You were right about the triangle of love. I do need God to be the tip. Sorry.
And to you guys, I am most sorry. I always take everything out on you and I'm trying to stop. I promise.
On a lighter note....
I got my "good life" essay back today and received a 92. Among the highest grades in the class. Thank you Ultimate Frisbee. :)
I also took a ASL test today. I think I got around a 97. My teacher definitely grades more leniently than I would, but I appreciate it.
I'm basically done with my History paper. Just one more page to go.
I got a 100 on my art test. So even though I hate the class, I excel in it.
I should be getting my math test back tomorrow. I hate that I learned all of this material in the 9th grade. It's really frustrating.
I'm still debating changing my major to just Elementary Ed. While I love ASL, I know that I'd hate it if I didn't have Prof. Ren. And all I really want to do is teach at a pre-k. So I don't see a point in taking extra classes.
I feel like the walls of this room are closing in on us. I think I'm going to see if Bee wants to go to Residential Life with me and see if we can move (together) in January to a bigger one.
That's it for now. I've got some math (if you can even call it that) to get done before tomorrow.
I think what I'm trying to say is that I now realize I'm wrong. I don't have the best judgment and I need to lean on my friends/family to tell me when I'm doing something right.
So I'm really trying to apologize to everyone that I took my feelings out on.
You were right about P and I should have listened especially when you persisted with your statements. Sorry.
You were right about the triangle of love. I do need God to be the tip. Sorry.
And to you guys, I am most sorry. I always take everything out on you and I'm trying to stop. I promise.
On a lighter note....
I got my "good life" essay back today and received a 92. Among the highest grades in the class. Thank you Ultimate Frisbee. :)
I also took a ASL test today. I think I got around a 97. My teacher definitely grades more leniently than I would, but I appreciate it.
I'm basically done with my History paper. Just one more page to go.
I got a 100 on my art test. So even though I hate the class, I excel in it.
I should be getting my math test back tomorrow. I hate that I learned all of this material in the 9th grade. It's really frustrating.
I'm still debating changing my major to just Elementary Ed. While I love ASL, I know that I'd hate it if I didn't have Prof. Ren. And all I really want to do is teach at a pre-k. So I don't see a point in taking extra classes.
I feel like the walls of this room are closing in on us. I think I'm going to see if Bee wants to go to Residential Life with me and see if we can move (together) in January to a bigger one.
That's it for now. I've got some math (if you can even call it that) to get done before tomorrow.
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