I just got this app on my iPhone so I can update my blog from my bed...when I should really be asleep. I shouldn't drink espresso after 5, but I do it anyways. Today actually turned out to be decent. My classes were all really chill. Art was bearable for once, history is always a good time, and my group in English won our scavenger hunt. It still kills me that 3/5 of these classes would be waived at any state school. But I chose this, so I'll deal. The thought of transferring is still in my head, but I feel like I need something profound to happen for me to justify moving. Not just I miss my family and friends. Who knows, maybe the idea will go away.
Random question: Has something ever made you really happy even though you know it shouldn't? Because that's what happened today. I've been smiling ever since I heard something. I know I'm a terrible person because in a way, I'm enjoying someone elses pain, but I can't help it. I'm happy. I'll be happy if nothing more happens than what I was told. I feel bad for this smile, but I'm going to keep it.
Another question: I said I hated someone a few posts ago. But do I really hate them if we can have a civilized conversation? And if I immediately diss out advice when they ask for it via text? I'm not really sure. Maybe it's just my time to have everything go right. Maybe it's my time to smile. I did the right thing (in both situations) and now I'm being rewarded... Maybe.
Anywho, it's thursday. Tomorrow is a free concert, Saturday my loverface is coming!!! And sunday I'm going to GN PCA with JC. I like having weekend plans. I really need to hit the hay now though.... With a smile on my face, even if that smile is wrong. :)
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