People disappoint me. I have high expectations for them and then they epically fail at meeting those expectations. I guess that just reaffirms my decision to ditch them. I'm done with the two of you, neither of you deserve any more chances. I am not going to fall asleep thinking about you guys or crying about y'all either. Sorry. Oh, and by the way, I finally clicked the delete button on that text thread. And I feel liberated. :)
Note to friends- the one thing I hate more than anything else is a liar. And keeping quiet about something is the same as lying. Don't tell me you don't do something if you really do. Just be freaking honest about it. Please. It'll save me.. and you... a lot of pain.
I used to lie about things to my parents all the time. I think I got a little joy out of it. But I've felt the other end of the deal now. Being lied to sucks more than anything and I doubt I'll ever be the same person I once was. No one really understands how bad that hurt. But I am turning my life around. Going to church, being good, living the life I know I should live. Promise.
This sounds just like what you are doing!!!!
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