Today marks the fifth day of my stomach ache. I really don't know what is making it hurt so badly. Every time I go to eat, the sharp pain comes back and just as I am beginning to get tired, it worsens. I wish I knew how to solve things like that.
Today also marks the third time I've woken up after crying myself to sleep. I honestly have no idea why. Because during the day I'm happy here and I can't think of anywhere else I'd rather be. But at night something comes over me and tears start streaming down my face. I'd really rather not talk about it, so please don't make me. The second I try to come up with an explanation, it starts again. I hate it. I never used to do this.
Please, please, please believe me when I say I love it in St. Auggie. I love it at Flagler. I don't want to go to school anywhere else. But as Sherwood says, "I miss home and I miss you. When there's no one around and nothing to do." It's only when I'm alone that I'm sad.
But enough of that, one thing that I'm super excited for is babysitting Saturday. My friend Paul and I are headed over to Paul's brother's house to babysit his son. I can't wait to see how much bigger he's gotten!!
Things that irk me:
Crying for no reason (so again, don't freaking ask)
Things that make me smile:
Babies
Lifelong friends
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